Freefalling

I fell into something I didn’t want
I wanted something I couldn’t see
I heard something in him
That I couldn’t see in me

In every wonder I wanted to see
In all the things I wanted on a whim
In the guileless dreams of what I wanted to be
All I could dream about was him.

I didn’t know my heart was closed
I didn’t think that I would care
I never imagined all I’d want
Was for him to say he’d be there.

Sometimes I think I need to fall in order to be free
Sometimes I think that maybe he just caught me